My therapist suggested I keep a blog to A) get my thoughts & feelings in order, and B) to establish some sort of routine in my life haha. I guess things are just too loose and free-flowing, which can be Hell on a bipolar mind. How much of myself do I reveal here? My candidness about myself has made me an easy target for judgements. Do I care?

Or rather, How much do I not care?

There is a game-change in action. I've decided to go back to school. This means far less time pursuing a professional acting/singing career. At 44-yrs-old, I don't think this is a bad idea. It's not that I haven't achieved anything, it's just that my life has twice as much meaning since I've become...a conspiracy "realist."

Yup. Game-changer.